this is off the subject of halloween or maybe not, my baby girl (17) left home to be with her (21) year boyfriend. so, here i sit at home watching my favorite movies...some horror some old classics that have been forgotten on my video shelf. my head is pounding and i called into work sick. man this is so not like me. if i could beat the shit out of him and get away with it i would. but moreso my X, man i wish is could inflict some sort of pain that is slow and emotional in which his head would explode from the inside slow after it begin to crack like a damn, along with his heart, then again maybe he doesnt have one. i remember trying to kill him once, when we were young, but i was afraid that after his body dried that the officals would be able to tell that i had "stepped" on his chest in order to make him vomit while he was "past out" from one of his binges. wow, is this sick or what, i better get dressed and go do some laundry or dishes....thanks for the ear to chew on.