Roman Blood, American Gods, David Eddings the Belgariad series, The Serial Killer Files, the works of DeSade, the works of Crowley, many religious and psychology texts as well as many on the Third Reich and Hitlers War Machine, The Jesus Mysteries, Us, Anne Rices Pandora, Back to Eden.. the Necronomicon, Conspiracy, Chariots of the Gods, Dimensions, Grimms Fairy Tales...

all kinds, music always depends on moods.. The Levellers, Janice Joplin, David Bowie, Tool, Mushroomhead, CCR, Rammstein, Dead Can Dance, Marilyn Manson, Iggy Pop, old Tori Amos, the Deathstars, old Metallica, A Perfect Circle, KMFDM, Hed Pe, Coal Chamber, the Bloodhound Gang, The Kottonmouth Kings, The Doors, The Sisters of Mercy, The Mission, Jethro Tull, Disturbed, Faithless, AFI, INXS, The Velvet Underground, System of a Down.. and on and on it goes..

On dvd, TV series i have are: Buffy and Angel, Farscape, Firefly, Father Ted, Black Adder and recently, Dexter
films: A Clockwork Orange, The Man Who Fell to Earth, Trainspotting, The Boondock Saints, Signal, Fear and Loathing in LasVegas, Silent Hill, The Fearless Vampire Killers, War Inc, REC, Preaching to the Perverted, Serenity, Blow, Mars Attacks, Interview With a Vampire, Chaos, The Anarchists Cookbook, Girl Interrupted, Dr Phibes, House on Haunted Hill (both) American History X, Rose Red..the list is
endless..

reading, writing (erotica and journal keeping mainly) artistic self expression, photography, studying psychology, parapsychology, religions of the world, the Celtic lands, mythology, theology, conspiracy theories, long car rides without destination, fetishism, scarification, walking the woods, exploring long forgotten cemeteries and abandoned buildings. serving my Owner in whatever way he wishes, good films and good music with small get togethers with close friends...

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Greetings to all.. there is quite a bit to me since i am multifaceted, things change fairly often too lol.. but for a summery, i am 25, happily married/Owned, very much a sadomasochist who has always leaned towards the more extreme sides of sexuality and BDSM.. as a person i tend to be quite a misanthrope, anti-establishment and a non-conformist.. i like to think for myself and enjoy life the best i can, always with as many mind altering substances that i have available to me! lol.. For the past 10 years i have been a loyal practitioner of the Occult, studying organized religions i realized early on in my life they just werent for me..my 'god' is nature.. mother earth.. of which i am a predator in that world. Submissive to certain men in my life and dominant with females (neither side of that ever switches) i have many beliefs that i carry with me.. they are either embraced fully by such kindred or found offensive by others..but i carry them with pride none the less. My world is different from most i meet and the few i am close with, but i suppose thats the best way to be. I adore the acts of corruption and the breaking of taboos..i speak with an American accent though i claim no nationality, its just another way in which people are labeled and grouped. I reside in the beautiful mountains of Northern Wales.. as a photographer, freelance artist and pt model i can think of no better place to call home.. not to mention all of the ancient Celtic myths of the area and the hauntings, sightings etc of many things long forgotten by others.. the energies in the earth here are unlike anything else i have ever known.. they are potent and embracing.

Ignorance, arrogance (unless the person wears it well), Christians, fakes, liars, pot snobs, those who take life too seriously, CONsumers and CONsumerism, pink fluffy girly girls, pussy little boy men of todays generation (chavs)!! materialistic people, morons, speaking to robot computer voices on the phone, and on a whole.. humanity itself. people need to stop breeding. really.

Knives, daggers, swords.. long hair, heavy boots, fishnets, Dominant men, submissive females, the scent of old books, real fire places, dry red wine, the night time air and that which hide among its dark blanket..depravity, crazy, fun and violent sex, cold chains, soft velvets and hard leather.. satiny pajamas, whiskey, thunderstorms, real people who know who they are and aren't afraid or ashamed to show the world, honesty and openness..