i don't know how to handle being a object of desparate lust for prisoners..  they don't have my picture or anything.. they've made up their own images of what i look like..  i feel a bit flattered that my radio show has affected such a large populus, but at the same time it's pretty scary too..

one prisoner is sending me FAT envelopes of lots of letters, mostly of him giving me his background and trying to convince me that he is an ok guy..  but he is in the maximum security part of the hardcore convicts, you know..  murderers, rapists, uncontrollable violent kind of prisoners..   and also in these letters was a really twisted and sick sexual fantasy letter of us hooking up..   it is some freaky stuff..  and i ask myself why do i even bother reading them?  i don't know other than it is sort of flattering that someone would "want" you..  but on the other hand..  it's freaky too becuz he is a violent prisoner..

my show seems to attract the "freaks" in the towns..  and i was warned that by doing my show, i could be bringing them out.. 

but good girls don't make history..  LOL!!  

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