Love hurts......love is painful.....it tears my heart into pieces; I cry until i can cry no more, my friends try and make me feel better but it only makes me wanna cry more. I try to please them with my smiles and laughs but inside i wanna die. I hate this more than ever. It hurts too much, i can't take this pain. I wish it could go away. I wish i could be a stronger person, but i have noticed that you can't change a person, I can't change. Love is something rare. I put my whole heart into loving someone and I am broken inside. I can't be fixed. I feel alone.....I wanna still be with him.....all my friends don't like the idea at all....well they aren't me, they don't feel my pain and the way i loved him. This is killing me.....i just wanna die....nobody wants to hear that....but that's what i want. I am always a emotional wreck....i try to keep my emotions inside until i can cry and let it all out. But i can't.........it's like i don't care at all, at this time. It's like my famous saying goes, " i may look happy on the outside, but if you felt how i felt on the inside you'd understand." That's exactly how i feel.

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