No matter how hard I try or how nice I think I am, I always do something to mess up any relationship I'm in. The last two I definitely messed up. The first one, I let urges take over and it cost me. The last one, apparently, I was too pushy, and it cost me. Right now, I just can't do anything right when it comes to either dating or relationships, and I'm tired of it. I refuse to look because I never seem to meet the right ppl, it's too time consuming, and i've noticed ppl can only tolerate me for a short time. I am so over all of this it's not even funny. I just wish something would change.