Is it me or every now and then you take a step back and have a look at life and think shit what am I doing? This isn't where I wanted my life to be, when I was little I use to dream of being a famous artist and be married but look at me now, I'm 20 years old I have only just thought about making art into my life and as for being married, I haven't even desided on a sexuality yet, i'm sick of my friends asking me what am I going to be, straight or gay? It's just not that easy for me. If I go gay then I loose the majority of my family cause they don't accept gay people, my mum and sister do and they have said to me before don't be afraid of your sexuality it's what is on the inside that counts and if I desided to be straight then I know that this is some thing I really don't want cause I prefer girls. Maybe one day I'll turn my dreams into reality and make up my mind on my sexuality
Be who u want to be.Live ur life the way u feel most happy.From time to time i look at my life and say wow where did i go wrong. Im at my job that im not too happy at,i live with my cousin,im not in a relationship,and i want to go back to college but i dont have enough money. But then i always say to myself, be thankful. At least i have a job, I have a roof over my head,a relatioship will come with time and at least i have 1 year of college. Im happy with my life and everyday brings new options.If u want to be gay do it if u want to be straight do it but dont become something your not to please others cuz in the long run u will be the unhappy one.I accept u for who u are! I will be you friend no matter what.