Well it's been awhile.I have finally met my mate,he is on this site,shadowlord420.I met him on another site Vampire Rave.He is everything I've ever wanted in a man.I am an Alpha female,I needed an Alpha male to stand by me,one that can put up with my shit.I am no longer lonely I am finally at peace the first time since I was a child.I am happy now.Everyone I know loves him and have accepted him as part of our Family and clan.At last I have someone to sit outside and enjoy the nite sky.He loves me unconditionaly as I do him.Ladys believe it or not I found a Gentleman they do exist.I was shocked.So I have rambled enough for now.Even my dog's love him.