Dark Greeting's,If you do it we'll never get to meet like we talked about and I want to meet you.My life SUCKS two,I hate being alone even with friends,but you and a few others on here helped me see life can get better,somehow at the lowest moment the Goddess puts someone or something in you'r life that makes it better.You and Chanddra were the first ones that made my shitty day better..Check you'r e-mails please.Love Ya and Dark Blessing's KA Oh yea you never know what blessing is comein' you'r way :)
If you're fishing for a reason not to sing your last lullaby, no one can give that to you but YOU. You know what's important, and what (as well as who) really matters. Didn't I read a comment someone posted on your page about your "twins"? Seems like they might be a big one to consider.
Once when I was really in the shit and feeling like I couldn't sink any lower into the pit of life, I told a good friend of mine "life sucks". He quickly answered back "life doesn't suck... you just suck at how you live it!". I thought "what an asshole"... but you know what? He was absolutely right. I love that asshole like a brother... and I'm grateful for his ability to point things out without sugar-coating them. I had to kick myself in the ass, take a look around, and realize that there are people all around me ready to help me and be there for me if I'm just willing to put forth the effort to reach out to them. No one... and I mean NO ONE can do it for you.
If you're serious... talk to someone... get some help. It's there if you'll only seek it out. And remember, nothing is permanent. The way you feel right now is temporary. Don't fall victim to "forever-ism". The ONLY thing in life that is permanent... is death. That's one mistake you can't fix... one decision you can't rethink... one action you can't repair.
So knock this shit off and get out there and LIVE!